human or dancer?

timothy leary, the deceased philosopher and creator of LSD once said that he was "an anonymous institutional employee who drove to work each morning in a long line of commuter cars and drove home each night and drank martinis...like several million middle-class, liberal, intellectual robots."

robots. i'm one of those. feed me my routine and i shall live like a robot. i wouldn't notice if i were to leave my brains at home.

so i heard a song like, "are human or are we dancers?". i know i'm a dancer. i don't really dance and i don't think i always face the music. i only dance to someone else's tune.

like that, "they say jump, you say how high?".

lucky you're in love with a bestfriend?

i wish for things to be simple. i wish i was a simpler person. i wish everyone was simple. and understanding too. i wish the past is not as important as the present. and the future is not something to be scared of. i wish for the future to be plain simple. relatively easy to deal with. i wish i could make it simpler. and easier too. for people around me. the significant other too.

i wish i was in my favorite jeans on a sunny sunday. i wish in my possession at any given time a pack of camel 14's. i wish nobody would ever say anything about the haze. and when my thoughts created all these multiple hazes in my head, i wish my thoughts wouldn't matter in any possible way too. then it would've been simpler for them.

i wish i was johnny depp getting a winona forever's tattoo. i wish i was that shy and dumb and honest. cause i want to be simple. i wish i am a simple person all my life. cause i don't want to know about your past. and i'm not going to worry about the future. all i want to be is plain fucking simple. i'm living the present.