restless souls...enjoy your youth

restless souls!!! enjoy your youth!!! vedder was right in "not for you". and that's why i never stopped listening to pearl jam. "this is not for you!!"

i'm broke but i'm happy
i'm poor but i'm kind"
i'm young and i'm underpaid"
"i'm tired but i'm restless"

alanis was also right. but i don't think i'm happy when i'm broke!

went to the bank.car installment.past due.as usual.
made a payment for last month's (i suppose).then the drama began. this teller told me to wait as he needed to clarify something. he handed over my form to the officer behind and started talking as if i've pointed a gun to his face seconds ago. impatiently i waited as such a dramatic moment never occurred to me during previous visits. then, this lady called out my sister's name. (car registered on her's). loud enough to turn all heads of sleepy morning customers towards her direction. she mispronounced the name so i just remained in my seat. then i walked up to her and said "it's NORAZIAH, not NORAZA". and with that she asked for my name and cellphone no in a spy movie interrogation manner. after a while, the teller made a gesture that mine is ready. i approached, took and asked "what the hell just happened?" ..."sorry, they've blocked your account (for an obvious reason) and we need to make a few calls in order to release it"

F**K!! i hate to be broke. this time i'm going to be FLAT broke!.