there's no point to any of this. it's all just a... a random lottery of meaningless tragedy and a series of near escapes. so I take pleasure in the details. you know... a quarter-pounder with cheese, those are good, the sky about ten minutes before it starts to rain, the moment where your laughter become a cackle... and I, I sit back and I smoke my Camel Straights and I ride my own melt..troy dyer in reality bites.
Monday, December 11, 2006
my dear defense mechanism
i've tried to enhance my super ego. how hard do i try? as my id is taking over in a speed of light, what about my super-vulnerable ego? i won't confuse myself. won't confuse my life. my only life.
well, although lies beneath are my fluctuating defense mechanism in various forms, is it "denial"? or is it "intellectualization"? man, darkness can never be measured. that is how difficult it can be to differentiate between denial and intellectualization.
the ego has landed?
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