it left a weird sensation streaming down my veins. sometimes goosebumps, always a hard-on.
i'm talking about my social life. i've been meeting a tall list of girls, had sex with two of them and the rest kinda waiting, panting heavily in a queue. no feelings at all, just lust. don't get me wrong, i'm no player. it just happened and i don't think that i'm entirely enjoying it. now i hate myself for it.
for all i know, i might end up losing everything. i believe in karma. now that thought is really scary. i've never been this superstitious. i thought i never was and never will be. i was wrong.
shit. is this just a mere paranoia?
still i can't help but think is there anything coming my way?
i'm talking about my social life. i've been meeting a tall list of girls, had sex with two of them and the rest kinda waiting, panting heavily in a queue. no feelings at all, just lust. don't get me wrong, i'm no player. it just happened and i don't think that i'm entirely enjoying it. now i hate myself for it.
for all i know, i might end up losing everything. i believe in karma. now that thought is really scary. i've never been this superstitious. i thought i never was and never will be. i was wrong.
shit. is this just a mere paranoia?
still i can't help but think is there anything coming my way?
3 comments:
kanid,
chill man, like I said, concentrate on "the one" only..fuck care bout the others, they asked for it and whateva has happened has happened....Juz treat 'em as friends...
p/s : zizah texted me yesterday...hehehehe...
my bro's is doin the jiggy!!!
hear! hear! fuck cares bout the rest bro.
yeah, i mean hell yeah!! fuck 'em all man!!
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