look. don't see.

a decent melody that i've been humming around the whole day wasn't likely to make it to the rick dees weekly top 40 but i'm kinda feeling good today. not really happy, just good. i feel like a healthy person with a healthy loving wife waiting at home, to copulate so that both of us will have a healthier life.

i saw many things lately. the world is getting sicker day by day, little by little. though i'm one of those "f**k it, i don't care" persons, it seems like the farther you think you're running away from it, the closer you're getting to it. so close you can smell the filthiness under the sugarcoated breaths. and you ended up having the shit smacked right in your face. them people should smoke some weed occasionally i think.

fell on black days by soundgarden still serve as my perfect reminder. i can get myself to think that it always isn't so bad and rationalising my evil mind, though devilish, i'm just a human being. i just need more education, on the disadvantages of pre-marital sex.